If its the right thing to do, why do I feel so bad??
Current mood: depressed

I had to cut someone out of my life yesterday.. I think it was the hardest thing I have ever had to do.. I thought I could always be friends with him no matter what.... I just can't... I tried and tried and tried.. but how can you sit by and watch someone make one bad mistake after another.. and they ask for your help but then they keep going back.... I really hope you read this.. this isn't something I have done lightly... I can't stand by and listen as you do something so morally reprehenisble.. I just can't listen to it anymore... I mean will you ever fucking learn.... Maybe it will take jail time for you to learn your lesson... and you can't blame this one me... maybe for once you'll take some responsibility for your actions... I mean you are an adult! I hope you get the help you need and one day are a better person for it.. but for now I just can't be in your life anymore... Its not healthy for me... for once I need to think about me and my well being and STOP worrying about you... You've made it quite clear that I dont' matter anymore... so stop burdening me with your problems, I have my own to deal with.