Just Another Friday....
Current mood: rejected

Once again its a Friday. My weekend is packed with "GIRLS NIGHT OUT"
The more I am out, the less likely I am to sulk and feel sorry for myself. I truely miss having someone that cares about where I am and what I am doing.. Someone that loves me no matter what... Its so hard to find.. Am I getting pickier as I get older?? I dont' know but I rarely meet anyone that is interesting. Maybe I just expect too much from people.. I am just feeling a tad lonely.. I miss all the small things.. Cooking dinner together, watching tv, lounging around on a Sunday afternoon.. I liked being settled.. I was happy and content.. I am so reluctant to start over again, seems like too much work for something that is likely to fail again... I know I am being synical but I guess I am still mourning my loss and not quite ready to rethink the future...

Currently listening :
Wither Blister Burn & Peel
By Stabbing Westward
Release date: By 23 January, 1996

My New Anthem!
Current mood: blah

I kinda always knew I’d end up your ex-girlfriend (whoa)
I kinda always knew I’d end up your ex-girlfriend

I kinda always knew I’d end up your ex-girlfriend
I hope I hold a special place with the rest of them
And you know it makes me sick to be on that list
But I shoulda thought of that before we kissed

You say you’re gonna burn before you’re mellow
I’ll be the one to burn you
Why’d ya have to go and pick me
When you knew that we were different
Completely

I kinda always knew I’d end up your ex-girlfriend (whoa)
I kinda always knew I’d end up your ex-girlfriend (whoa)
I hope I hold a special place with the rest of them (whoa)
I kinda always knew I’d end up your ex-girlfriend

And I’m another ex-girlfriend on your list
But I shoulda thought of that before we kissed

Your wildness scares me so does your freedom
See I can’t stand the restrictions
I found myself trying to change you
If you were meant to be my lover I wouldn’t have to

And I feel so mean
I feel in-between
Cause I’m about to
Give you away

I kinda always knew I’d end up your ex-girlfriend(for someone else to take)
I kinda always knew I’d end up your ex-girlfriend(you’re making a mistake)
I hope I hold a special place with the rest of them(all the time we wasted)
I kinda always knew I’d end up your ex-girl...friend

And I’m another ex-girlfriend on your list
But I shoulda thought of that before we kissed
And I’m another ex-girlfriend on your list
But I shoulda thought of that before we kissed

I’m about to give you away
For someone else to take
I’m about to give you away
For someone else to take

You repeated mistakes for sourvenirs
We’ve been in-between the days for years
I believed it when I said you were going to die
Now I’m gonna watch you and you know why
Its gonna kill me to see you with the next girl
Cause I’m almost awfully so jealous cause the next girl
But I shoulda thought of that before we kissed

I kinda always knew I’d end up your ex-girlfriend (whoa)
I kinda always knew I’d end up your ex-girlfriend (whoa)
I hope I hold a special place with the rest of them
I kinda always knew I’d end up your ex-girlfriend

And I’m another ex-girlfriend on your list
But I shoulda thought of that before we kissed
I’m another ex-girlfriend on your list
But I shoulda thought of that before we kissed