How Do you go on?

I am finding mysled alone in this world
Truely all alone
I thought I had everything figured out
but everything came crashing down
What now???
What do I do?
My faith has vanished.
I don`t understand anything anymore
Nothing makes any sense to me
How could I have been so blind for so long?
Why did I trust? Why did I believe in us?
Why did I think love could survive everything?
How naive I am?
I never once thought that any of this would happen..