Yes I have finally done it.. and here is the proof...... Yea Me!!!

Resolutions

Why do we make these??? What is the point?? No one ever remembers them nor do they keep them... I usually skip them entirely.. This year.. this year is going to be a good year.. I resolved myself not to take any CRAP with me into the new year.... its all banished into the great beyond.. time for a completely clean slate. So for my resolution.. i am going to get myself a passport and use it at least one time this year... I have already filled out the aplication, just need to go in with a couple pictures and pay the fees ($97)... So now the only question is WHERE SHOULD I GO?? All suggestions are welcome... Its a big world out there soo much to see I need to get cracking already.....

Currently listening :
Darkest Days
By Stabbing Westward
Release date: By 07 April, 1998

My Thoughts Exactly...

Happy Hump Day!
Current mood: bored

Five tips for a woman....

1. It is important that a man helps you around the house and has a job.

2. It is important that a man makes you laugh.

3. It is important to find a man you can count on and doesn't lie to you.

4. It is important that a man loves you and spoils you.

5. It is important that these four men don't know each other.

1:44 PM


Only 2 more days....
Current mood: blah

Ok I only have 2 more days to Christmas, and I haven't even started...
I am totally screwed.. I feel like scrooge this year.
I am highly unmotivated, and not really in the spirit this year..
Usually I enjoy putting up the tree and decorating but this year I skipped it..
I tried boycotting all together but that would destroy my mother.
I mean its a small enough group this year so my absence would be noticted...
I am looking forward to Sunday morning because it will all be over and I can curl up in bed with Lacey and do nothing for the next 3 days..........

Thanks you a friend I just thought of my New Year's Resolution ( even if I dont' really believe in them or the concept)
I am going to get a passport and make sure I use it!!!
I haven't been out of they country yet, its about time I did...

1:28 PM


I Give Up.....

its too hard, too emotional, too much bullshit

12:59 PM


why are women so STUPID
Current mood: angry

I can't believe what we put up with!!!!

2:15 AM

The world is too small...
Current mood: perplexed

Its seems that everytime I meet someone new, they already know someone that I know.
I don't really think that I know THAT many people..
How come everyone is so intertwined???

I mean I dated someone over 7 years ago, and I meet a girl and she was currently dating the same guy... and when she introduced us, we both pretended we'd never met... Maybe that is easier than having to explain why we know each other or the extent that we did....

I met someone else this past summer that a friend of mine had gone out with a few times....

Stuff like that seems to keep happening lately....

Currently listening :
Silver Side Up
By Nickelback
Release date: By 11 September, 2001

Virgo - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:
You`re incredibly thoughtful and able to give your partner what they need most.
You are totally logical. You can deal with problems without involving your emotions.
A good work ethic. You`ll do whatever it takes (within reason) to make your relationship work.

Your negative traits:
Sometimes you are so focused on your goals that you let your relationships suffer
You tend to be a perfectionist - and expect perfection from your mate as well
You are picky. So picky that you rather be single than with someone who has a few minor faults.

Your ideal partner:
Values success in life as much as you do
Fits a checklist of qualities you`ve been looking for since childhood
Like you, is more practical and realistic than romantic

Your dating style:
Active. You`re a bit hyper, so you`d prefer a date that involved rollerblading in the park or hiking.

Your seduction style:
You may seem a bit shy, but once you open up to someone - you`re totally uninhibited
You like to set the scene first - candles, music, nice sheets
A bit obsessed with cleanliness, you may want to shower first with your love
Tips for the future:
Soften up a little. Vulnerability is sexy - and feels great over time.
Lower your standards a little. Look past a messy desk or someone being five minutes late.
Praise your partner more. You make expect them to be successful, but complements are still appreciated.

I used to be into buttons...

but not so much anymore..
Although one was given to me yesterday
(thanks Natalie)
She found it on the bus...

Stop Using Jesus as
an excuse for being a
Narrow-Minded
Bigoted Asshole



Currently watching :
Mean Girls (Widescreen Edition)
Release date: By 21 September, 2004

Congratulations to me
Current mood: indescribable

Graduation
It supposed to be a happy day... but days like that are too hard to come by.
Its taken me forever to get this far, but it is really worth it..
It really is just a piece of paper...
How do you celebrate that?
I will likely come home and polish off a bottle of wine, trying to figure out why I went into so much debt for a piece of paper....
I somehow have to get though 2 hours of complete Hell.. All happy faces, all friends and family around.. and me... alone.. Not one single person that I know will be there, no one physically anyways.
Dad, I hope you'll be able to see this... You're the reason I finally finished!

Currently listening :
Fuck Religion Fuck Politics Fuck the Lot of You/Don't Throw It All Away
By Chaotic Dischord
Release date: By 03 July, 2001

Another Lie unfolds....

why can't people just tell the truth. I can't understand why people lie, just for the heck of it. Its completely unnecessary. I would prefer the truth even if its hurtful. Lies seem to alway come out in the end anyways....

The only other thing that bothers me is people that don't do what they say they are going to do... I need to be around reliable honest people.

21 things....
Current mood: cynical

"21 Things I Want In A Lover"

Do you derive joy when someone else succeeds?
Do you not play dirty when engaged in competition?
Do you have a big intellectual capacity but know
That it alone does not equate wisdom?
Do you see everything as an illusion?
But enjoy it even though you are not of it?
Are you both masculine and feminine? politically aware?
And don't believe in capital punishment?

These are 21 things that I want in a lover
Not necessarily needs but qualities that I prefer

Do you derive joy from diving in and seeing that
Loving someone can actually feel like freedom? are you funny?
la self-deprecating? like adventure? and have many formed opinions?

These are 21 things that I want in a lover
Not necessarily needs but qualities that I prefer
I figure I can describe it since I have a choice in the matter
These are 21 things I choose to choose in a lover

I'm in no hurry I could wait forever
I'm in no rush cuz I like being solo
There are no worries and certainly no pressure in the meantime
I'll live like there's no tomorrow

Are you uninhibited in bed? more than three times a week?
Up for being experimental? are you athletic?
Are you thriving in a job that helps your brother? are you not addicted?
...curious and communicative...

Currently listening :
Under Rug Swept
By Alanis Morissette
Release date: By 26 February, 2002

Friends

I have thought alot about your proposal, actually I have not been able to think of anything else.

I am sorry, but I come with strings, I get attached and I get involved. But you already know that.

The irony in all of this is that you communicate with me more now and are more concerned that you were before, which makes me like you more as a person.

I can be your friend but my friendship doesn't come with the benefits that you are looking for.