Just Another Friday....
Current mood: rejected

Once again its a Friday. My weekend is packed with "GIRLS NIGHT OUT"
The more I am out, the less likely I am to sulk and feel sorry for myself. I truely miss having someone that cares about where I am and what I am doing.. Someone that loves me no matter what... Its so hard to find.. Am I getting pickier as I get older?? I dont' know but I rarely meet anyone that is interesting. Maybe I just expect too much from people.. I am just feeling a tad lonely.. I miss all the small things.. Cooking dinner together, watching tv, lounging around on a Sunday afternoon.. I liked being settled.. I was happy and content.. I am so reluctant to start over again, seems like too much work for something that is likely to fail again... I know I am being synical but I guess I am still mourning my loss and not quite ready to rethink the future...

Currently listening :
Wither Blister Burn & Peel
By Stabbing Westward
Release date: By 23 January, 1996