I haven't done any blogging in a couple years.. quite sure no one read any of them to begin with, its just for me and my sanity.
As I look back at the year, like most everyone does at the end of December, I realize that 2012 was probably an entire year of the WORST version of myself. I was selfish and lazy, I let friendships lapse, didn't see family enough.. Didn't technically accomplish anything worthwhile, just skated by on my no so good looks.... Its kind of sad to look back on just 1 year and thing what the F*&^ is wrong with me...
Life is precious and short and should not be squandered as I did this past year..
My resolution is to make 2013 the best version of myself possible.. this is an all inclusive resolution... All suggestions are welcomed but may not be honored or even considered...
Showing posts with label Life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Life. Show all posts
Sunday, December 30, 2012
Monday, March 01, 2010
Minor Observances...
It doesn't matter what you choose to look like on the outside, relationships and feelings transcend outer appearances.
I think we all ( I know I do unconsciencely) judge by the cover, until we have the opportunity to speak to them and get to know them.
Human behaviors don't discriminate.
Random Thoughts...
I think I should have chosen a different career path for myself.
I took the easy way out, I figured out something I was good at and then I used that to forge my path into supporting myself.
I think I would have enjoyed something less technical and more subjective. I wish I had more of an opportunity to use my smarts for something different.
I haven't written much, pretending I am too busy.. blah.. blah.. blah..
I miss this, it gives me an outlet.. tossing out my thoughts and observances.I know that no one reads and I don't advertize this. I think I am happier that this goes unread.... that way I won't inadvertently sensor myself.
To me it helps to get it on paper (so to speak). I don't want to have to carry a notebook around with me everywhere I go. I basically have internet where ever I am so I can always make time for my personal form of therapy.
It doesn't matter what you choose to look like on the outside, relationships and feelings transcend outer appearances.
I think we all ( I know I do unconsciencely) judge by the cover, until we have the opportunity to speak to them and get to know them.
Human behaviors don't discriminate.
Random Thoughts...
I think I should have chosen a different career path for myself.
I took the easy way out, I figured out something I was good at and then I used that to forge my path into supporting myself.
I think I would have enjoyed something less technical and more subjective. I wish I had more of an opportunity to use my smarts for something different.
I haven't written much, pretending I am too busy.. blah.. blah.. blah..
I miss this, it gives me an outlet.. tossing out my thoughts and observances.I know that no one reads and I don't advertize this. I think I am happier that this goes unread.... that way I won't inadvertently sensor myself.
To me it helps to get it on paper (so to speak). I don't want to have to carry a notebook around with me everywhere I go. I basically have internet where ever I am so I can always make time for my personal form of therapy.
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