Yes I am home drinking alone, what have you....

being alone sucks ass. I hate the fact that I need to get used to it.. I never thought I would be here again.. what happed to people wanted to be together forever.. how come no one wants that anymore... maybe they do, but just not with me.. I am never "THE ONE".... I do for the moment but not for the long haul... I guess I just wish I knew why.. If I knew that maybe I would accept taht easier....