The Sonnet
Deliberate Gentle Love Dreamer (DGLDf)

    Romantic, hopeful, and composed. You are the Sonnet. Get it? Composed?

    Sonnets want Love and have high ideals about it. They're conscientious people, caring & careful. You yourself have deep convictions, and you devote a lot of thought to romance and what it should be. This will frighten away most potential mates, but that's okay, because you're very choosy with your affections anyway. You'd absolutely refuse to date someone dumber than you, for instance.

Your exact opposite: Genghis Khunt Random Brutal Sex Master

    Lovers who share your idealized perspective, or who are at least willing to totally throw themselves into a relationship, will be very, very happy with you. And you with them. You're already selfless and compassionate, and with the right partner, there's no doubt you can be sensual, even adventurously so.

    You probably have lots of female friends, and they have a special soft spot for you. Babies do, too, at the tippy-top of their baby skulls.


ALWAYS AVOID: The 5-Night Stand, The False Messiah, The Hornivore, The Last Man on Earth

CONSIDER: The Loverboy

Beautiful

Everyday is so wonderful
And suddenly, it's hard to breathe
Now and then, I get insecure
From all the pain,
I'm so ashamed

I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down, Oh no
So don't you bring me down today

To all your friends you're delirious
So consumed in all your doom
Trying hard to fill the emptiness,
The pieces gone,
Left the puzzle undone,
Ain't that the way it is?

You are beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring you down, no, no
Cause you are beautiful in every single way
Yes words can't bring you down, oh, no
So don't you bring me down today

No matter what we do
(no matter what we do)
No matter what we say
(no matter what we say)
We're the song inside the tune
(yeah, oh yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
Full of beautiful mistakes
And everywhere we go
(and everywhere we go)
The sun will always shine
(sun will always, always shine)
But tomorrow we might awake
On the other side

'Cause we are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes, words won't bring us down, oh no
We are beautiful in every single way
Yes words can't bring us down, oh no
So don't you bring me down today

Don't you bring me down today
Yeah, yeah, ooh,
So don't you bring me down, mmm, today



Currently listening :
Beautiful
By Christina Aguilera
Release date: By 11 March, 2

Yes I am home drinking alone, what have you....

being alone sucks ass. I hate the fact that I need to get used to it.. I never thought I would be here again.. what happed to people wanted to be together forever.. how come no one wants that anymore... maybe they do, but just not with me.. I am never "THE ONE".... I do for the moment but not for the long haul... I guess I just wish I knew why.. If I knew that maybe I would accept taht easier....

What a FABULOUS Day!
Current mood: Elated

Its Friday, and I am only working a half day. In and of itself it a wonderful thing. I am headed for an afternoon of shopping, normally not my favorite passtime, but I am looking forward to it.

More than today being good, LIFE is GOOD!

I can honestly say that I am happy with my life at this point in time. I mean I haven't exactly accomplished everything I set out to do but I have plenty of time to get those things done.
This year has been one hell of a roller coaster. Its had all its up and downs but I think I have landed on top and I am ready to ride all over again!
I think because of the bad things that happened to me this year, I have learned alot and am a stronger happier person for it.
I normally have more male friends than female friends, but I have seemed to loose hold of everyone...
This past summer I have finally accumulated a great group of Girlfriends...
I mean if all the bad hadn't happen I may never have found any of them..
I would have kept living like I was living...
In a relationship but still totally all alone.
It took meeting these girls and getting to know them to give me the strength that I have now..
I am getting back to doing all the things I love to do. The things I was missing out on. The things I gave up without even realizing it.
I was moving along day to day but not really living.
I was getting by but I was missing out on what was important. ME!
Yes it sounds selfish but to bad!
Every now and then you have be a bit selfish and take care of yourself so you don't loose yourself in the process.
Sure I lost the love of my life, but I have gained myself.
All the pieces are falling in to place..

Even if I never finish the puzzle, I will make damned sure I have fun trying!!!!!!!!

Currently listening :
Jagged Little Pill
By Alanis Morissette
Release date: By 13 June, 1995