Sunday, July 30, 2006

Who Knew
Current mood: gloomy

"Who Knew"

You took my hand
You showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
Uh huh
That's right
I took your words
And I believed
In everything
You said to me
Yeah huh
That's right

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong
I know better
Cause you said forever
And ever
Who knew

Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
Oh no
No no
I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you friend
I'd give anything

When someone said count your blessings now
For they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong
They knew better
Still you said forever
And ever
Who knew

Yeah yeah
I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we
Until we meet again
And I won't forget you my friend
What happened

If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong and
That last kiss
I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes
It harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep
Your memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darling
Who knew
My darling
My darling
Who knew
My darling
I miss you
My darling
Who knew
Who knew
Currently listening :
I'm Not Dead
By Pink
Release date: By 04 April, 2006

If its the right thing to do, why do I feel so bad??
Current mood: depressed

I had to cut someone out of my life yesterday.. I think it was the hardest thing I have ever had to do.. I thought I could always be friends with him no matter what.... I just can't... I tried and tried and tried.. but how can you sit by and watch someone make one bad mistake after another.. and they ask for your help but then they keep going back.... I really hope you read this.. this isn't something I have done lightly... I can't stand by and listen as you do something so morally reprehenisble.. I just can't listen to it anymore... I mean will you ever fucking learn.... Maybe it will take jail time for you to learn your lesson... and you can't blame this one me... maybe for once you'll take some responsibility for your actions... I mean you are an adult! I hope you get the help you need and one day are a better person for it.. but for now I just can't be in your life anymore... Its not healthy for me... for once I need to think about me and my well being and STOP worrying about you... You've made it quite clear that I dont' matter anymore... so stop burdening me with your problems, I have my own to deal with.

Monday, July 10, 2006

D-O-N-E Done
Current mood: pissed off

I have totally had it! I am sick of feelin inferior because I don't have the perfect bod.. guess what looking perfect doesn't automatically make you a good person.. yet they are all treated differently.. sorry nature wasn't that kind to me and I have more going on in my life than being a trophy.... being drunk on Monday doesnt help either...

Sorry for the rant everyone... just a tad pissy is all